IWrite # 1

I’ve spent nights on the bathroom floor, answering why
You never even cared, but why would you, that's the question I had
Why do you be like you are, why the fuck you won’t fkn die
Don’t lemme fkn kill you, I’d never regret doing that
I treated you like an ATM machine, you indebted me instead


Every word you say is a lie, that day when you texted me good morning, I had to go out to see if it’s yet another lie from you
You said you’d never lie, indeed it was another lie
You said you were a liar, now I doubt that too
Every white of you is now black, or perhaps that too is a lie
There’s no truth in you, just many version of lies
And those meaningless goodbyes while looking me right in the eye, you’d tell me you'd die without saying why
I guess I never listened or I didn’t care, we both were trash, disloyal
I forgive you, but I can’t fucking forgive my self


Not that I expected anything different from you, I still wanna cry on the misery I’m gonna put you in
But there’s no tears left to cry
Just the pain id never let go
I’d stab with a knife or even an arrow or I’ll kill just you with that fkn bow
Yo, was up, you aren’t dead, listen you die on my term,
I’ll leave you in a stage where death fears to come,
I’ll even eat you with bottle of rum,
I wouldn’t regret it; perhaps say ‘Yum’
Why you’re still stubborn, you didn’t hear what I say? What are you dumb or your ears numb?
​I cursed the devil until i saw you, now I curse by his name 'cuz I know it’s you